I’m completely torn between my two worlds that I live in. I miss my family more than they will ever know. Being out here on my own and shown me just how much those guys really do mean to me. I can’t imagine my life without them, and I am so glad that I never have to. I would do anything for any of them without any hesitation.
But I also kinda like this other world that I have been exploring. A world where I am only myself. I had to find who I was in order to ‘survive’. It has been the greatest learning experience of my life and I wouldnt give it up for anything.
Whether I like it or not, utah is coming for me in 6 days.
That is, if I survive finals. Wish me luck!!